Has the anesthesia worn off really?

I will never be the same again go the lyrics and true I feel I never will be. A part died alongside with him and a month later I cant shake off the numbness inside my heart.The anesthesia the doctor used wore off in a few hours but it seems to have interfered with my heart. I want the laughs to linger a little longer, the smiles a little deeper, my embraces a little warmer. But try as I may, I find its not as easy. In the past I couldn't understand why people are so cold, but now I appreciate, some have it some don't, some loose it.Its so sterile. No colour, no sound, no sadness no joy. I don't stop to love, I continue to hope as I am in His arms and trusting all is well and He shall breath new life, new love in His time.

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