Mine

Its mine. For the first time i can say its mine.
My joy.
Own it.
Celebrate it.
Not feel guilty about being happy.
Its authentic.
Am not making excuses for my joy.
Am not feeling guilty for my joy.
Am not trying to rationalise it.
Its mine and its ok. Its real.
Am grateful.
Am holding onto it.
Am not going to sabotage it, imagine the worst will happen and ask what if. I'll embrace it.
I celebrate.